'When it hurts to move on, just remember the pain you felt hanging on'
Coming from the guy that messaged everyday for over 6 months…..Coming from the guy I spent time with till the mere hours of morning....Coming from the guy that messaged me at 2am in the morning, annoyed that I didn’t go to a party he was at....I can not believe I thought he ever cared about me….It has been 2 months and for someone who I thought was at least my good friend, we haven’t spoken at all!!
He is such a dick!…He literally lead me on for absolutely no reason other than his own personal gain! If he had one shred of decency he would have tried to maintain a friendship because that is what we were FRIENDS...apparently though all those hours spent together, we were merely work mates.
Two months out and radio silence…. nothing but a peep. One of those friends whom apparently was only destined to be in my life for the gestation of a fly. And the worst part of all is how much that hurts. I told myself it was nothing….but i'll be honest for once….It sucks, yeas of course it was something.
I just hate that I put myself in this position….denying that I liked him when Yes I did and there was nothing I could do to change. This distance from him was always something I wanted and I guess now I WILL be able to finally move on, however I had always, kind of hoped that things would have worked out differently. I knew the way he was with girls and that darn shred of hope, had me hoping it may have been different, that damn exception to the rule.
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